Samuel, Sweetcheeks, Honey Buns, but most of all… my best friend <3
I’ve known you since middle school. You were extremely funny & cute…& still are. I really didn’t get a chance to really get to know you back then because you were an 8th grader & I was a little tiny 6th grader. When you went into high school we didn’t talk at ALL anymore. So when I started my freshman year this year I told myself that I was gonna go up to you & see if you remembered little me. When I went up to you & said “Hi”,for the first time in 2 years, & you smiled at me & said “Hi” back, my heart started to beat 1000 times faster. I thought that would be a one time thing but everytime you saw me or I saw you, we would hug & say “Hi”. Little did you know that everytime that happened my heart would beat out of control. This all started in October & as the months went on we became closer. Towards the end of October, you came over to my house & we hungout & watched TV. All of a sudden out of nowhere…you kissed me. It was like time froze & it was just me & you. I’m acting like such a girl, right? Well, these are things I’ve been wanting to tell you but have always been too afraid. So ever since October, we’ve given each other the title “best friend”. Even though they’re only two little words, they mean the world to me…as do you Sam. We have our fights but we make up in the end. I get so mad & start to cry whenever we fight & I always wonder to myself “Why do I care so much about what he thinks?” & “Why do I cry everytime we fight?”. As you know, I have feelings for you & for the past several weeks I’ve been thinking to myself “Why does this boy affect me so much?” & I’ve finally figured out why. I love you Samuel. More than just my best friend & more than you’ll ever know. There isn’t a day that goes by that you aren’t on my mind. I’m almost positive that you don’t feel the same way & that’s fine. This is just how I feel & what I needed to get off my chest. I hope that me writing this doesn’t change things in a negative way for us.
Love Always <3,
Your best friend Celeste
Hungry as fuck:
Angry as fuck:
Sad as fuck:
and lastly, Irritated as fuck
I guess I have 5 … Horny as fuck
Accurate.
so true
